past few days have been a struggle

1) i'm a fat piece of shit

2) i'm a lazy piece of shit

3) i'm a dumb piece of shit

4) i'm a useless piece of shit

5) i'm a terrible piece of shit

6) i'm an ugly piece of shit

I'll delete this once I stop feeling like shit lol

need to get my life together but how/where to start and idk how to do anything yay!!!11!!!1!!!!!1111

(jc) dropout life

Feb - April

1. cb dog

2. rapture preparation

April

1. lil shit's birthday <3

2. leah's birthday <3

3. first day of sku

4. RAPTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May

1. nra camp

2. football finals

3. nra a4 frans 

being camwhores with poly frans

np visitors :-)

(am aware that I look like shit in most ok sobs its the people who matter!!)

same same but different

siansation at max

thought that I was done with constantly feeling weak but expectations are only getting higher :'(

need to regain some drive for this alternative route to lead me somewhere